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i don't smile much anymore
i think i think too much
sitting here apon the floor
where i can look but not touch

i ponder things to great extent
until it doesn't make much sense
i remember the days that came and went
and wonder why it's all past tense

i wonder about things that, well,
are better left unwondered
until the things on which i dwell
are drowned out by my mind's thunder

when my brain gets a bit too full
inside i just go crazy
until it all leaks out with a push and a pull
like my tears that all plead 'maybe?'

i don't smile much anymore
i think i think too much
sitting here apon the floor
where i can look but not touch